4-7-2003 | 4:16 p.m.

Someone told me dland is axing accounts that haven't been updated in a while. So, to save all of my wonderful words, I guess I'll write a small entry. ahaha. You really think I'm so proud of my diary? uh-huh.

I spent a few weeks or months, sorry you know how I am with time frames, with friends in the city and the burbs, etc. Many adventures, but I need time to sort them in my head and convert to words. Spent lots of time with my new best friend Roscoe. Seriously. Not really, but that guy is too much.

It's been a few weeks since I've had a drink. Not counting days ala AA. Only 3 mg. of Xanax every night. Where's my medal?

I was one of the 800,000 something people that bought the new Linkin Park cd last week and I'm not embarrassed to admit it. Very good music for an awkward 2 hour drive with someone of questionable mental health. That's not a jab at my pally Chris. I think we're both in need of help in that area. Okay, so if you do buy "Meteora" - I most enjoyed:

Track # 2 - Don't Stay
Track # 4 - Lying From You
Track # 7 - Faint
Track # 13 - Numb

Fun CD really, even if no one wants to admit it, well if you're over 20.

Go ahead, make fun of me. Wah.

So, what did you think of my boyfriend Adrien Brody's Oscar win? He's been on the lower section of my crush list for many years. I finally convinced someone to see "The Pianist" with me, Friday night. Keith loves award shows, so I said, "Hey, don't you want to decide if he really deserved that Oscar?" My "no crying" streak was broken unfortunately. If that movie doesn't make you tear, let me know.

After I finish unpacking/rearranging, I'll post again. A real entry or what could pass for one. My Yahoo account was full, so I probably did not receive emails that weren't SPAM. Yahoo loves that shit. So, my 4 regular readers, you may have to try again if you feel the need.